| wow so much has changed in the past 6 months i really dont know where to put myself in life..im taking a chance all on good fortune supposively its a lucky time for me.. so why not follow it? maybe its the consicquences that come with it? well thats fine with me because i know some thing so good last cant last as long as you want it to. i finally realize what all you have gone through and i now understand what you meant in your words i just dont understand where you are now. im left with this empty feeling, but where does that leave you? i just dont want to be the one who got cut out just because of complications in your life everyone has those but i was still on your side. its like "Oh that person.. Didnt i know you?" would it make any difference if i wasnt late? does the silence make it wrong..it took me this long so be easy on the thought im just as guilty as them.. this could be my confession like i said alot has changed i really dont know if anything is as it use to i think that alot of you have realized it but just dont speak of it because it doesnt really matter to you. stop being so selfish ///edit/// tulsa isnt tulsa anymore oklahoma city isnt oklahoma city back to the southside? ///edit/// |
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| dang
hahaha
i shouldve seen the bigger picture
valentines day is a joke and i hope that everyone that wants something to remember out of that day realizes it wont mean anything in a year.
its really a letdown just like pretty much everyone else i know
and yeah maybe i am bitter but its only because ive been dicked around so much that i just dont care
and since when did everyone start being so fake towards each other.. or did i just see the bigger picture(whats really going on) shitty people.
basicly....ill see you around. |
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| I felt alive
I felt vivid
I fell asleep under the table
I don't know why my lip is bleeding
I underestimate the need in silent love
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| so here i still am finding myself remenincing about shit as allways i cant stop thinking about everything
maybe they were right when they said everything happens for a reason...im just confused because i cant see what reason this is for everything to be like this, me unhappy about situations between people that have given up or moved on well maybe thats why im still here thinking about everything i still have so much more to say to you everything i really feel, its just not that simple anymore. ill think more on this tonight and finish this later confidence is the key to opening new doors. dylan-making room for improvment. |
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